Tylarn

Term 1 at my new school is now complete-
Two weeks of holiday until term 2, ehhh..
It will be SO GOOD to sleep in <3

That hurts, a little, to know that MCR is no longer MCR.
I have been trying to keep on top of things, so far I have done great at school, and friendships,
I'm back on talking bases with my ex-best friend and another ex-friend.
But in all honesty, I don't think I want to ever become friends with my ex-best friend again.
Not after everything she put me through.

I haven't had much time to do little things like this, as I have been busy with homework, friends and other daily life moments.

Today I swam to a small island with my best friend, and there we found over 1000 Blue Soldier Crabs scurrying along the sand, which I found highly amusing and was extremely childish, scooping them up.
I hid one in my hand as I hugged my best friend and slid it onto her back and she screamed,
I couldn't stop laughing, but now writing it, I sound really horrible haha!

I miss you Rachel.

xo
Tarry

My back really hurts at the moment,
I miss talking to you Rachel,
and I feel a bit asdfghjkl;' at the moment.

Sure, you might be thinking this is another depressing journal,
but my rat passed away. D'Artagnan.

I handed all my assessments/assignments in to be told it will be getting much harder. ehh

I am slowly starting to lose enthusiasm for school & friendships aha.
I always tend to do this, one person will upset me or I will become overly stressed in schoolwork and then have the whole "stuff it" attitude.

I guess I just need to hang in,
I find the first five minutes of school mornings very awkward, because I have no credit I can never text someone my location in the school so I end up walking around trying to track someone completely alone.

There's a guy in my 'spare' class that I might actually try talking to properly, I found out he was new to the school today and I introduced myself.
I also dislike 'spare' because I sit there reading a book and looking at the clock and the students that also have spare.
And they're pretty much looking at the clock, too.

I feel really unsure about school right now.

I really miss my brother, too :l